I've had enough. I've had enough of looking in the mirror and hating what I see. I've had enough of feeling like I'm huge, like I don't belong, like I'm stupid, fat and ugly. So now... let's see what I can do in five months of extra-strict dieting, hmm?
Forty to sixty pounds is my goal, which will put me between 90 and 110 lbs. The 90 is underweight for my height, but I'd welcome being underweight after being over my entire life. So, let's see what I can do here. Wish me luck.