I... cannot stand myself.
I keep saying "I'mma do better. I'mma do it this time. I'll stop eating fatassery, I'll start exercising, I'm gonna be skinny!" and yet it NEVER happens. I weighed myself right before my shower. 139. I'm not going to cross to 140 again.
No more promises. I'm going to prove myself through actions, not through how many pretty little promises I can make.
I'm going to be 125 by the end of February. I'm going to stop being fat.
It ends here.