Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Disgusting me.

I... cannot stand myself.

I keep saying "I'mma do better. I'mma do it this time. I'll stop eating fatassery, I'll start exercising, I'm gonna be skinny!" and yet it NEVER happens. I weighed myself right before my shower. 139. I'm not going to cross to 140 again.

No more promises. I'm going to prove myself through actions, not through how many pretty little promises I can make.

I'm going to be 125 by the end of February. I'm going to stop being fat.

It ends here.


  1. Love your rage at those pretty little promises.
    Think thin to help you get to feburary at 125. x

  2. Good luck girl. I´m sure you can do it, just remember your goals when you feel week. Lots of love.

    Peace Out<3

  3. i know exactly what you mean. every day i'm like.. I'M GOING TO FAST. 10 second later i'm stuffing my face. it's hard. but you can do it! stay strong! =]

  4. hey hun, me and you have similar gw so maybe i can join you to be 125 by the end of feb..
    hope everything is okay.
    stay strong


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